I want to take some time to say hi. I want to be as honest and up front as possible. If you do not like honesty, real transparency, than you will be offended by all that I am - all that I write, say and publish.

Everyday, I grow more and more in love with Christ and each and every day I grow to hate religion and "my way" more and more. If you want to know the specifics of these increasing passions, you can view them at www.cherubimnetwork.com/innerlife and www.innerlife.injesus.com. I think I am pretty good with words but when I think about the intensities of all the Lord is revealing and growing in me and His "little flock" all over the world, I find it difficult to articulate both my joy and my sorrow. And while I think I know a lot, I am learning more and more everyday, how much I have no clue about. What I am learning, however, has nothing to do, necessarily, with what can be gained in my head. Rather, the Lord is increasing my heart to know what cannot be imparted in books or through top-heavy classes. Flesh and blood cannot reveal wat He is now showing His beloved. And NO ONE can know the Father except the Son and those to Whom He wills to reveal Him. The wisdom and life of God is hidden from all who are not willing to go into their closet and shut the door. It is in the darkness that He is revealing the Light. It is in the beauty of solitary devotion that He is disclosing the treasure of darkness. As long as I have breath in my lungs I will never seek at the hand of men what can only be gained in the Presence of my Maker. I will never settle for anything less than knowing Him the way the way that He knows me. Until we are ONE, I will not rest and I will not rest until He finds a place to rest His head.

This is my first "blog," here at mychurch.org. I hope we can apprehend Him together.